Letters to Luke by Amy Pennza

Luke Harrington is a lot of things: smart, funny, generous. He’s also my brother’s best friend…and the man I’ve loved since I was fourteen years old.
But that’s my little secret, and something he can never, ever know. It was easier when there were thousands of miles and entire continents between us. I could hide my feelings behind the funny drawings I sent him. I could conceal my delight when he wrote back, teasing me and making me laugh.
But now he’s home and it’s not so easy to hide how I feel. He’s still the same charming, handsome hero. But I’m no longer the awkward teenager he calls “brat.” I’m a woman in love with a man I can’t have.
Because Luke Harrington belongs to another. He’s sacrificed so much, and he deserves all the happiness in the world. So I’ll keep loving him from afar.
The only problem? He knows me better than anyone. And now that we’re face to face, there’s nowhere left to hide.