Angel of Darkness by Stephanie Amaral

Blood runs thicker than water, mine thicker than most. But my heritage weighs heavily on my sense of self, a misfit in a circle of Men of Honor.
A Mafia princess without a crown. A queen without a reign.
Great lessons come from ruin, as unraveled truths and shattered illusions break me beyond repair.
But from ruin came bold decisions. My fate, sealed by a kiss on the back of my hand and a heavy blood diamond. Twelve months to go. Twelve months to live my freedom. Twelve months to die trying.
From a Battaglia to a Massimo, I will crash and burn into dust of feeble hopes.
My hell is ruled by an angel of darkness, the one to destroy me the most, every time he saves me. Every time he kisses me. Every time he rejects me.
But ashes can sprout beautiful thorned roses, and I will find out who Alison truly is, without the shadows of the past.
Ends are nothing but chances for redemption, new beginnings and fresh starts. The question is… can I rise again?

Here lies Alison Battaglia, daughter, sister, friend. What would all these people say if I die tomorrow?